DrEaMz

Angry dae...

2005-10-09T23:00:00.000-07:00

todae mi go jurong swimming worx...keke...veri happy...but after goin home i feel veri angry lohz...my parents onli noe tat wat they did is for my own gd...but wat i realli wan they dunno lohz...watever i do they will jux think tat is all my frenz teach mi de....but they dunno tat my frenz dun even let mi smoke or wat lohz....watever i did is wrong de lohz...sometimes i realli wanna leave tis fucking world lohz...i dun even haf freedom wat for i leave in tis world ritez...i rather i not their daughter lahx...i rather go earn $$ feed myself...i oso dun wanna use their $$ lohz...i wanna go work earn $$ oso cnt...tis cnt..tat cnt...wat i do den can...fuck lohz....haiz... no mood to write liao lahz....

Thinking of u...

2005-10-02T08:03:00.000-07:00

haiz....todae i cry le...i suddenly think of the past...the happy n sad memories....haiz.....he dun love mi le...y cant i 4get him...y cant i let him go....i dunno....u noe mahz....i realli wish tat i could tell him i still love him but i cant....deardear...i miss u....i wan u to cum back by my side.... wooo....where r u???do u still love mi mahz???u love mi more or her???i dun care wat is ur ans le....i decide le....i will wait for u till i can 4get u n let u go....tis time i will realli do wat i haf sae... dun care how u sae mi infront of other ppl i will still wait de...

Missing You!!!!

2005-09-27T15:22:00.000-07:00

Dunno y start to miss you again....veri long nv see u le....u doin fine mahz?i realli veri regret for leaving u le....i wan u to be back by my side but is impossible le...cos u haf 4gotten abt mi le.... deardear....wher r you?ah woo miss u alot worx....is all my fault....u treat mi so gd but i treat u so bad....i dun wan freedom le...i wan u....nw regret oso too late le....sobx....i miss the way u kiss mi , i miss the way u hug mi, i miss everything u haf done for mi....
^sad dreamz^

Boring dae...

2005-09-24T06:20:00.000-07:00

erm....todae mi n sk jie go my cosin hse do facial worx...keke....but do for 5hrs lehz...do until we fall aslp...keke...haiz....while doin facial i think abt him again....suddenly think of all the happy memories we haf...haiz....veri sad lehz....regret le...but is too late le...tonight wanna run out go roof top relax...hope tat tonight wont rain....miss u alot...sobx

Unlucky day....

2005-09-23T12:55:00.000-07:00

haiz....todae veri unlucky lehz....at sch i saw one broken window...den i sae wanna use tat pieces of glass to cut myself....den my siewkee jie suddenly pull my clothes....den my clothes tear lehz...got one hole...veri paiseh lehz....haiz....after sch mi go cut my hair....but cut until look lyk shit onli...sad lehz...i noe i dun go cut...sobsob....veri sianz n fan worx....wish tat i could 4get him asap....

Sianz....

2005-09-21T23:30:00.000-07:00

erm....todae nv go sch worx...den siewkee jie angry wif mi...haiz.... jux nw acc huishan jie go yishun buy shoes...haiz....den we go my cousin shop play wif baby...keke...so cute worx...den on the way goin home saw angeline jie...den we go chat chat together....haiz....start to miss him again le worx....dunno wat to do....veri veri veri sad....how cn i 4get him??when can i stop to miss him???i dunno....haiz...no mood to write le....byebye...

Dunno wat i thinking.........

2005-09-21T00:00:00.000-07:00

haiz....mi veri sad worx....dun feel lyk living in tis world le lahz....i dunno wtf i thinking lohz....1 mth le....i should haf forgotten abt him le but y after i noe he got new gf i cry out.... do i still love him...i dunno...after knowing he got gf le i feel veri sad n my heart lyk haf been tear into pieces...i hate tis feeling...i realli hate it...y i cant let him go??he haf 4get mi le...y i still cnt 4get him???sobsob....i veri fan..veri confuse...i dunno wat to do...i dun wan to live in tis world le....i wanna leave here....i dun belong here...haiz...i miss him alot....sobsob.....is all my fault....